It really is. I mean, it's been sooo many days of constantly weeing and waiting 5 minutes for the two lines -and you don't really wait 5 minutes, you can tell the result in 5 seconds and then you just stare at it for 5 minutes wishing it was different and its not even a pregnancy test by the way, I'm waiting to friggen ovulate, and it is day eighteen. I am sorry if I sound retarded or small because there are a lot of women out there who have been trying for a lot longer than me to get pregnant but I'm really over it -the waiting and the not knowing and the fact that god is running my life and giving me two week differences in cycle lengths and this is my blog-slash-outlet so bugger you.
Anyway, the good news is that I've had a vaj chock-full of semen for over a week now, so I can sleep soundly at night knowing that if the ovulation predicter kit is a rort, and i think it is, then I've covered all bases. And Donor Dad is a deadset legend. My god.
Tonight, for sure, as I have said all week, there will be a surge in my LH levels, and we will know that I am ovulating. Jesus. I am actually really excited about this and not at all horrible and grumpy. My brain just runs around the track of thinking I'm ovulating , thinking I'm pregnant, wishing I was either (not both), wondering why last cycle I ovulated on day 9, accepting the fact that i was pregnant and am no longer, quadruple-guessing twinges and blah de blah de fekken blah. B blah.
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I too have a cunt full of sperm but its only from me shopping at Penrith Mall. Anyway keep wearing those fine liners and light a candle each night at 10pm and blow it out and re-light it - within a two week period you will find you are with child. Trust me I am a Doctor.
It's not a rort.
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