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Racy photo. This is us, loving each other, and it is an appropriate representation of how we two are at the moment. Happy to report big love in both our hearts. And positive thinking about baby making. Bring it.


Today is day 21. Of the cycle I am currently in. It is almost over, the "red zone" as DD says. Or said once, and then I said it more. Temp has plateaued lowly for a few days and yesterday there was eggwhitey business and the 4th insem.Seems, then that ovulation may well have occured yesterday.( temp slightly up today.) And of course there is the temptation to go jiz-crazy now that there have been signs that it happened yesterday and the fertile time may end by today...but with restraint and zennishness we stick to every second day, pencilling one in for tomorrow, and think that the stuff from yesterday is alive and well and prolly gonna make us a girl.(marathon sperm that lasts a day or so makes girls). We've been doing one every second day, which is less taxing on DD and the folk who write books say every second day is best anyways.

DD has been gorgeous lately and saying things like "i'm on call" and "whenever you need me. Whenever you think, or suspect is a good time."....this is the best possible in all worlds way to be, if you are a donor of any sort, from my perspective, in my eyes, from where I'm standing. According to me. YOu just don't need to have issues with your donor when you're doing this. It came from great respect and fucken open and honest communication all round, mind you.

I am so keen and good feeling about this. And bordering on impatient again, but not psychotic or black hearted. Keen and good feeling, like I said. I'm promising myself not to read any feelings in my abdoberman at all whatsoever. Last cycle I was heaps convinced I was pregnant and I was not so I must get on with other apsects of life. I'm in a play, and will be shortly very very busy as more work picks up come February.

xxx