Midden

Hello.
Today I am reporting that nothing is happening and we are in a mid zone and have no idea what the future holds. What a shocking way to live. Or is it? In fact normal. Yes. Starting to be.
10ish days to go till the nice Piggy doctor tells us the results of the bloods. Or doesn't. There are not very high chances that they will have found anything and around the same chances that they will be able to do anything about what they found... but a book I read this morning made me really appreciate that looking at a person's chromosomes is really hard and painstaking work. Which partly made me appreciate why we had to wait so long. Partly. I mean...thanks, guys, for looking at my chromosomes and all. Like, I really appreciate it, and get that its a tad tricky, but could you hurry the fuck up?

I could be a spastic and have only four chromosomes and not know it. I could be a man. This is going to be amazing. Maybe they will find a gay chromosome. How would they recognise it? What do I think about this? Maybe they will find a gay chromosome and remove it as a horrible homophobic science experiment and then I would be a straight man and I would get my girlfriend pregnant.

I am so so glad that thought is over.You see what happens when we are left to our own thoughts for weeks rolling into weeks with no idea why we can't have our baby that we have all these baby clothes for?