Thursday, 26 June 2008

... nothing. Still.

My first negative piss on a stick! I feel warm on the inside, as though I have achieved something. And I do recommend the single-line piss-stick result over the period-onset as notification of unpregnantness. Seriously.

Jam also back from seeing Dr Pigman, who was of little assistance. There's nothing wrong with anyone's DNA or with any other part of Jam herself. Great! Sure, except Pigman says now that it was probably just a run of bad luck. Yes, well, we had noticed. Jam is understandably devastated about the waste of three probably perfectly good lives, and the last two years, and all her enormous love and energy. It is SIMPLY NOT FAIR. I don't understand why this has happened to her. She is the best of women and the whole thing just sucks. Dr Pigman has washed his hands of us, beyond referring us to someone private, should we decide to investigate Jam's fertility further via conventional channels. And we will, if she wants to.

My eyes are heavy. I want to be very soon pregnant.

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